Untreated mental illness

Don't ignore the warning signs. If a proper intervention, perhaps some medication, had come along sooner, or if I had thought to myself that the madness was real: not normal thinking and weird behavior has been there all my life, since a child. As an adult I've been a whirlpool of manic energy and I hurt everyone who loves me and I can't love anyone else but at least I've found one person who doesn't judge me and just accepts me with all of my flaws and craziness. And until I get my hands on obamacare and some Prozac, I'm just saying that I think if my parents hadn't been so adverse to medicating me, or if I had known then what I know now about bi-polar disorder, things might have turned out differently for me.